Friday, December 10, 2004

christmas is around the corner..

the news today reads: survivors found in the rubble of fallen edifice in quezon. strange huh? after like how many days, i think 6 days after the killer typhoon visited the philippine shore, it is just a blatant shock to know that they have survived down under the fallen building without anything to eat. a case of having nine lives? not really. a miracle i guess. there was even a child (looking weak and burnt out) that has survived the tragedy. rescuers were jubilant that their efforts were fruitful and that they haven't given up to look for someone alive in the ruins. a case of unseen hand must have been on the works.

now, here comes the planned party in the office. last time i heard that it would not push through because it would be uncalled for us especially that we are in the environment sector to have an extravagant party while our brothers in the typhoon torn areas are still grieving the loss of life and their property. they've got a point there but they could just at least consider that we should have at least a small gathering to celebrate the closing of the year. not an extravagant and vulgar party but just a simple one for us to celebrate the birthday of Christ and of course, the bottom line, to enjoy before finally waving goodbye to 2004. i just hope for a good turn out of what they're planning so that if ever it would push through at least for this year something better will happen in my life (im not saying bad things happened to me lately)...

lately, ive been experiencing feverish feeling and cold especially when the sun starts to set it. i dunno but i just feel uneasy and somewhat tipsy when the dark comes. perhaps due to lack of sleep. but then again, i seldom go to gimmicks and some late night tv show watching anymore. something must be wrong with my body system i guess. although i religiously take my vitamins, it could have been worse if ever i dont take them right.

im still on the crossroads whether i could go home this christmas. if i could have only my christmas bonus and i am not paying for that damn cell phone, i could have money to spend to go home. anyway, whatever it is, i'l just make the most out of it. il stay here and pass the yule tide season uneventfully. but i promise that if i could not go home this christmas, at least i could go home on fiesta. that way, it would be a bargain....


til here for the meantime....


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